I have tried everything to make myself happy, nothing seems to work. My optimism is fading away like the embers of my fireplace. Everything I have tried to do to make her feel better is in vain. She will never love me, I don’t think I will ever feel warm again. The death chill that … Continue reading Journal entry: Monty
Journal Entry 5: May 20th
My son woke me up around 5am; it was time for a feeding. It took me about an hour to put him back down, but he finally fell asleep. I started my daily chores and around 12 I sorted though a few emails, some from my mom but mostly junk mail. I was surprised to … Continue reading Journal Entry 5: May 20th
I am a Desert
I am a desert, dry, barren and desolate. The thoughts that live on me are dead or dying of thirst. I haven't been able to grow anything in years. My sands spin and kick when the slightest breeze stirs. Clouds roll in on either side of me, other lands get the waters of life, from … Continue reading I am a Desert
Red Savage Queen
Blood trickles from the heavy scene. You're my beautiful queen, with translucent lies search for you like flies. You're my Red Savage Queen with light falling like a dream, in the nets of the still moon-lit nights, from the heavens and other heights. Together we will fly in to liquid sunshine of the morning dew, … Continue reading Red Savage Queen
Thought of a Thinker 